I cheated myself
Like I knew I would
I told ya, I was trouble
You know that I'm no good
{/Sunday, June 25, 2006 ; 6:31 PM}
{/Sunday, June 18, 2006 ; 7:58 PM}
A very big "fuck you" to those who called to order on father's day....u fuckin guys jammed up all the phone lines....nearly killed us....caused one of our riders to get in an accident(kesian dia...)...wat the hell man...?! and i bloody worked like hell...with no break at all...for 4 hours straight...shit u guys...n there's dis malay guy who called & asked if there's any father's day promotion..i said no..his mum shouted frm behind..sayin.."KENTAL LAH!!!"the son den asked me if im malay...i said yes...then he went to tell his mom dat i heard wat she shouted...she said..."malay..?So WAT?!!"...i repeated again to him that we don't hav any father's day promotion in a stern voice.. i feel like dissing and fuck her on the phone man...im juz a freakin worker...im not the boss...so i won't know y there's no other promotion...juz eat ur fucking food and shut ur ASS up..!! hahaha....too bad you have to wait for A fucking an hour an a half to receive ur food....starve to death u ASSHOLE...!!!
{/Thursday, June 15, 2006 ; 5:51 PM}

{/Monday, June 12, 2006 ; 7:24 PM}
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
; 2:15 AM}

My weekend is damn lousy....n i feel lousy too...damn lousy....having a bf oso no use...juz too annoying...
wat the hell...received two letters frm the school...abt attendance n abt dat FUCKIN saman...
wrk was hell....nobdy to chill with afta wrk....when is this gonna end....? my elder sis is my only frend....
phatetic me...F**K....couldn't make it to Mas's bro engagement...sorry girl...wish i culd cum....
i dun even hav the mood to type dis whole DAMN post....im carrying on typing juz for the sake of typing...
WATEVER MORON...!! hah....wat am i thinking...? did'nt study for my test...waaaaaahhhh.....it's driving me crazy....did'nt hav enuf sleep....ZZZZzzzzzZZZZzzzz......
{/Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ; 12:16 AM}

I got caught on this stupid fucking date....
06/06/06....
Wat the HELL!!!!
Angels...u shuld noe wat i'm talking abt...
A fine of a FUCKING $200.....
FUCK all the first years...
hate u guys sooo much...
to the disclipline dept of dis fuckin sch...
FUCK U GUYS....
{/Monday, June 05, 2006 ; 8:33 PM}

me & my angels went out 2 celebrate watie's advanced bdae on fridae(2/6/06)...but we pretended the whole outing to b a casual one...so watie did'nt suspect a thing...hahaha...gotcha...!!me n mas went shopping 4 shoes...went into charles&keith...we're like "mane satu nk beli ni??!! ada byk lawa2!!" in the end, both of us came out of the shop smiling & carrying paperbags...hahak!!actually..kakak tiri nv approved of us goin shopping 4 shoes...love her soo much...she gave up at last..heeheehee...jeng3...reached Lido McCafe...me n mas went to buy drinks & oso bought her a mini bdae cake(a slice of Oreo Cheesecake)...i was like hiding the cake under the table...bet the other ppl who saw wat i was doin was thinking like "why the hell is dis girl keeping the damn cake under the table?" it was quite some time when mas signalled me to bring out the cake...we screamed "HAPPY BDAE!!!" everybdy over there was watching us...but we dun giv a SHIT rite gals..?watie was almost in tears...i love dat feeling....evrybdy was happy...we hugged each other....LOVE DAT MOMENT ANGELS!!!! ahahaha...can't 4get dat...we took a whole load of pictures of ourselves....vain girls....ahaha...but nvmind..as long as we're happy...woo hoo...!!
{/Thursday, June 01, 2006 ; 8:49 PM}
By Your Side you think i'd leave your side baby you know me better than that you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees i wouldn't do that i'll tell you you're right when you want and if only you could see into me ha ah ah ah ah ah oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in i will show you you're so much better than you know when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again i will find you darling and i will bring you home and if you want to cry i am here to dry your eyes and in no time you'll be fine you think i'd leave your side baby you know me better than that you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees i wouldn't do that i'll tell you you're right when you want and if only you could see into me ha ah ah ah ah ah oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me when you're low i'll be there by your side baby oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me oh when you're low i'll be there by your side baby
; 8:07 PM}
hey guys...im still new to this n i'm tryin my best 2 master it..hahak...to Mas n Watie...congratulate me for cummin into the blogging club...now i noe hw frustrating doin a blog can be...padan muka aku..waahaa..can't believe dat we're in our 2nd yr...n we're graduating nex yr...!wee...!now is blogging as usual during lessons...hahaha... my life has improved to be a bit better....i've forgotten the bitter past dat has happened..juz not my luck..my gals...if u're reading dis..(u shuld noe wat i mean)...even though...everything has not ended yet...anyways..why r guys so egoistic..? can sumbdy tell me...im so freakin pissed wit edy....he's gettin on my nerves every single day...i dunno wat he's doin now or where he is now...out wit some othr girl?or simply juz ignoring me? he can be such an ignorant person...i hate dat the most...it's like as if he does'nt giv a shit abt dis whole thingy....F**K....! and wat the hell!! he did'nt even call or msg me for a week straight....met him at wrk n he told me that he's givin me ample time to talk to my ex till i'm satisfied...the first thing dat went into my mind was "Jealousy...! Jealousy...!" kau tau pn mcm mane sakit nye hati aku...but...the heartpain dat i got from him was when he went to KL wit his frends on labour day...including 6 girls dat his frends brought along...n they r sharing the same hotel room....u tell me wat i shuld do?! i was feelin soo fucked up with him...tink u shuld noe wat will happen when guys n girls r in the same room...n when he came back...he looked soo worn out n complained to me dat he's tired...i was like "kau pnye PASAL LAH!!!"...but i did'nt tell him dat of course...looking at him like dat is soo pitiful...but i kept thinking like wat did he do over there until he looked soo worn out? clubbing at KL...?enjoying all the night life over there with the girls...?or i shuld say the bitches??arrrgh....wat the hell....and i found out dat he did'nt slp for the whole 2 days....i felt like i wanted to pull his hair n scream at him...but...i did'nt...heh...i simply ignored him for a few days...he knew dat i was frustrated wit him but he did'nt do anithin...geramnye....tk uat pape pn....isk2...sakit hati siul...but i'm all this back...think dat retribution is gettin back at me...help...help...=(....haiz...i msg him a lot of times...apologising to him...n WAT DO I GET?? NOTHING!!! S**T him....tapi...marah2 pn....heh...u noe lah.....
called Nisa(my angels call me my other nickname)...
sleeping is my most fav pastime...dun disturb me when i'm slping...
im stubborn...but blur at the same time...it's always abt the blur thing wit me...
eating & talking crap is wat me & my angels love to do...
watching tv is wat i do when im bored...
goin' out, to me, is all abt having fun and hanging out and chill to the max....
pissing ppl off is a normal thing 4 me to do...i love it..ppl hate it..
vulgarities...hmm...i mean, who the hell in this world does'nt use vulgarities...?
music is partly the most important thing in my life...im born with music...it takes natural talent u noe...heh..
my moto
U hit me,I hit u.