I cheated myself
Like I knew I would
I told ya, I was trouble
You know that I'm no good
hey guys...im still new to this n i'm tryin my best 2 master it..hahak...to Mas n Watie...congratulate me for cummin into the blogging club...now i noe hw frustrating doin a blog can be...padan muka aku..waahaa..can't believe dat we're in our 2nd yr...n we're graduating nex yr...!wee...!now is blogging as usual during lessons...hahaha... my life has improved to be a bit better....i've forgotten the bitter past dat has happened..juz not my luck..my gals...if u're reading dis..(u shuld noe wat i mean)...even though...everything has not ended yet...anyways..why r guys so egoistic..? can sumbdy tell me...im so freakin pissed wit edy....he's gettin on my nerves every single day...i dunno wat he's doin now or where he is now...out wit some othr girl?or simply juz ignoring me? he can be such an ignorant person...i hate dat the most...it's like as if he does'nt giv a shit abt dis whole thingy....F**K....! and wat the hell!! he did'nt even call or msg me for a week straight....met him at wrk n he told me that he's givin me ample time to talk to my ex till i'm satisfied...the first thing dat went into my mind was "Jealousy...! Jealousy...!" kau tau pn mcm mane sakit nye hati aku...but...the heartpain dat i got from him was when he went to KL wit his frends on labour day...including 6 girls dat his frends brought along...n they r sharing the same hotel room....u tell me wat i shuld do?! i was feelin soo fucked up with him...tink u shuld noe wat will happen when guys n girls r in the same room...n when he came back...he looked soo worn out n complained to me dat he's tired...i was like "kau pnye PASAL LAH!!!"...but i did'nt tell him dat of course...looking at him like dat is soo pitiful...but i kept thinking like wat did he do over there until he looked soo worn out? clubbing at KL...?enjoying all the night life over there with the girls...?or i shuld say the bitches??arrrgh....wat the hell....and i found out dat he did'nt slp for the whole 2 days....i felt like i wanted to pull his hair n scream at him...but...i did'nt...heh...i simply ignored him for a few days...he knew dat i was frustrated wit him but he did'nt do anithin...geramnye....tk uat pape pn....isk2...sakit hati siul...but i'm all this back...think dat retribution is gettin back at me...help...help...=(....haiz...i msg him a lot of times...apologising to him...n WAT DO I GET?? NOTHING!!! S**T him....tapi...marah2 pn....heh...u noe lah.....
called Nisa(my angels call me my other nickname)...
sleeping is my most fav pastime...dun disturb me when i'm slping...
im stubborn...but blur at the same time...it's always abt the blur thing wit me...
eating & talking crap is wat me & my angels love to do...
watching tv is wat i do when im bored...
goin' out, to me, is all abt having fun and hanging out and chill to the max....
pissing ppl off is a normal thing 4 me to do...i love it..ppl hate it..
vulgarities...hmm...i mean, who the hell in this world does'nt use vulgarities...?
music is partly the most important thing in my life...im born with music...it takes natural talent u noe...heh..
my moto
U hit me,I hit u.